EPIPHANY
17 years ago
If you know me, than you know all about the negative perspective I hold concerning relationships. Never had one. Never wanted one. Never needed one. Everything I've accomplished thus far was done without someone holding my hand, or cheering me on from the bedroom for that matter. This life is all about me and striving for success. My plan doesn't include another person. Sharing myself could compromise my pride and rationality. I've kept myself emotionally stable and I have no regrets. Although I've never been hurt before, I've never felt love either...
However, just recently I realized that.. perhaps since I have everything I could ever want RIGHT NOW.. since my life is going in a positive direction.. since I'm entirely happy with myself and the decisions I'm making.. then whats the harm in having someone to be close with? I mean, I don't have a reason.. and these sort of things shouldn't REQUIRE one. I believe that people who look for love with a reason (lonely, depressed, dependency issues etc).. are people with problems. And I honest to god, up and down, HAVE NO REASON to become involved with another person... so whats the problem?
Wish me luck I suppose xD
However, just recently I realized that.. perhaps since I have everything I could ever want RIGHT NOW.. since my life is going in a positive direction.. since I'm entirely happy with myself and the decisions I'm making.. then whats the harm in having someone to be close with? I mean, I don't have a reason.. and these sort of things shouldn't REQUIRE one. I believe that people who look for love with a reason (lonely, depressed, dependency issues etc).. are people with problems. And I honest to god, up and down, HAVE NO REASON to become involved with another person... so whats the problem?
Wish me luck I suppose xD
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It'll happen when it'll happen...
I want to say more but dunno/can't remember what to say <_<
I'll prolly remember when you're online again :3