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okay... my life has reached an epic problem
17 years ago
Here's the story,
For those that don't know, I am fairly into drugs like marijuana, ecstasy, LSD, and magic mushrooms.
So is my good friend dan.
see, a couple weekends ago, me and my friends were partying and we all did E (Short for ecstasy).
I was the one that bought all the pills and anyone that wanted some, i eigther gave it to them or they bought it off me.
All the pills were double stacked (Meaning that each pill was the equivilant to 2 pills, hence a twice as strong high)
Dan wanted to buy 4 of them off me and i said okay. I figured that he was going to maybe take one or two of them and save the rest for later, cause an equivilant of 8 pills is fucking insane right????
I was wrong.
He dropped all four of them at once as soon as i put them in his hand.
Like, holy shit.
For the rest of the night, he was pretty fucked, but he made it out alright.
Then..
he did the same thing the next day. (Not all at once though, he spaced them out over a period of 3 or 4 hours)
over one weekend, he did more E then i had done in total up to that date.
The following week at school, his teacher asked me if i may know why he was in such a bad mood (he was really really bitchy) and i told her the truth. "We did ecstasy over the weekend and he's probably getting through the rough after effects" I asked her not to tell him that i told her, but she pretty much interigated him untill he came to me and asked me if i told her. I told him the truth also.
He was pretty mad at me for that but he got over it quickly and we resumed being good friends.
But the thing is...
Now his teacher told the priciple and called his parents and told them everything....
now my friend is forced to go into drug and alchohal counsiling and he is fucking mad at me..
I dont know what to do. looks like the truth isnt the right thing.
For those that don't know, I am fairly into drugs like marijuana, ecstasy, LSD, and magic mushrooms.
So is my good friend dan.
see, a couple weekends ago, me and my friends were partying and we all did E (Short for ecstasy).
I was the one that bought all the pills and anyone that wanted some, i eigther gave it to them or they bought it off me.
All the pills were double stacked (Meaning that each pill was the equivilant to 2 pills, hence a twice as strong high)
Dan wanted to buy 4 of them off me and i said okay. I figured that he was going to maybe take one or two of them and save the rest for later, cause an equivilant of 8 pills is fucking insane right????
I was wrong.
He dropped all four of them at once as soon as i put them in his hand.
Like, holy shit.
For the rest of the night, he was pretty fucked, but he made it out alright.
Then..
he did the same thing the next day. (Not all at once though, he spaced them out over a period of 3 or 4 hours)
over one weekend, he did more E then i had done in total up to that date.
The following week at school, his teacher asked me if i may know why he was in such a bad mood (he was really really bitchy) and i told her the truth. "We did ecstasy over the weekend and he's probably getting through the rough after effects" I asked her not to tell him that i told her, but she pretty much interigated him untill he came to me and asked me if i told her. I told him the truth also.
He was pretty mad at me for that but he got over it quickly and we resumed being good friends.
But the thing is...
Now his teacher told the priciple and called his parents and told them everything....
now my friend is forced to go into drug and alchohal counsiling and he is fucking mad at me..
I dont know what to do. looks like the truth isnt the right thing.
all of us (my friends) were scared shitlkess for him and we told him that.
he realised that his actions were a little extreme and he said he was going to only do e every once and a while after that.
I dont think i saved his life, but i think i lost a friend...
there's a limit to just how much you should do.
it's like alcohol... you're body can naturally handle, and filter a certain amount. after you've reached "too much" you can get poisoning and you COULD die..
same thing with drugs... there's a certain amount of chemicals your body can take. it's not YOU'RE fault he started taking too much, you were being the good friend and being honost... it's not your teachers fault, he was doing his job as a caring educator and adult and informed others of your friends problem. it isn't his parents or the authorities fault for getting him help...
it's nobody's fault but his own... if he wants to be mad at anyone, then he needs to understand that he put himself in a situation where things like that can happen. he knows he shouldn't be over doing it. do you know if he's got some physical of emotional things happening in his life that may be eefecting his desire to be drowned in a blinding high? i dun wanna know of it, but just think of it. did he always do this sorta thing?
don't beat yourself up or think what you did was wrong. he could have taken it even farther an done twice that amount and nearly kill himself with it.
the human body is not meant for that much, let aloe was it built to take on alot of chemicals to begin with... it's not healthy for there to be anything there to begin with, but taking too much for your body to handle is worse!
dun hesitate to tell the truth ever.
I mean, yeah ive always been the one to try and do the right thing which includes telling the truth in many situations....
but i really dont know. everyone thinks I \"Ratted\" on him, and im sure he thinks the same...
*Sigh*
This is horrible. its not like i can avoid him eigther and wait out the storm, we have the same friends, we have the same job, we go to the same school and we hang around the same places...
you didn't rattle you felt he was endangering himself, no?
there's really a limit and he was taking it TOO far. if he can't understand you were doing what you thought was right then he's far too impaired to understand or he's an idiot. XDD
but either way, all of your friends know there's a limit right? if they can't get that there's a limit before going TOO far... then they need to be elsewhere, or YOU need to make new friends.. .as hard as that sounds...
but would you rather have a friend mad at you, or a dead friend?
The thing is,
He is a stubborn one. not to mention arrogant. he doesnt listen to reason.
Im not sure how im gonna convince him of anything...
i think he may have done something similiar if rolls were switched... who knows ^^
don't let it bother you that much, i'm sure things'll be fine.
Im sure things are gonna turn out okay ^^;
lol, drug counsiling aint stoping him from smoken weed with me though thats fure sure ;)