hes helped me through a lot of my problems.... im not as depressed any more and i havent cut in like two months(which for those who dont know about it.. was getting a bit outta hand), he really has no idea what he means to me, or even all im giving up to be with him. ever sense i was young i've wanted childeren and a loving husband and a cute little house.. nothing fancy or expensive just livable, but he doesnt want that, he doesnt want kids or to get married again... which is understandable, his ex royally fucked shit up for him and im willing to give it all up just to be with him.... but it seems like i dont matter to him anymore.... we fight or hell even play fight, when he walks away i chase, i always will with him, i dont wannt fucking lose him, yet if i walk away he lets me go, hell if im not in reaching distance he wont even try, that or he gets pissed if i dont come back when he tells me to.... im so sick of fighting with him, i wish we could go back to the days where he would hug me and never let go, or tell me i wasnt aloud to go home, back when i felt like i meant something to him.....