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Running Out Of Fuel...
13 years ago
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...so to say.
I just don't know what it is. It's probably the absence of work, since I joyful look forward to the university in october. Right at the moment, everything I'd like to do is nothing but boooring! Drawing is no fun at all these days and working with photoshop is exhausting as running 10km on my treadmill... I feel ahshamed because I can't work on the comissions as much as I actually want to, but I am not happy with anything and to be honest I think I did a bad job on the last one. That doesn't mean I will quit doing anything, it just bends the time I need - I'm really sorry.
After all it is not like that I have nothing to do... My list is still quite full of things I could and should do. I do not think it's all senseless, it just feels like "god leave me alone".
If there is somebody among the readers who knows what I feel like and how to come over it, I'll gladly accept his/ her word.
Trias
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Additionally I'd like to say that I think I reached some kind of a borderline. A time when it starts to become really hard to improve and move on just by myself... Being that whiny and depressive isn't my original face, but there's nothing I could do right now... ^^"
I just don't know what it is. It's probably the absence of work, since I joyful look forward to the university in october. Right at the moment, everything I'd like to do is nothing but boooring! Drawing is no fun at all these days and working with photoshop is exhausting as running 10km on my treadmill... I feel ahshamed because I can't work on the comissions as much as I actually want to, but I am not happy with anything and to be honest I think I did a bad job on the last one. That doesn't mean I will quit doing anything, it just bends the time I need - I'm really sorry.
After all it is not like that I have nothing to do... My list is still quite full of things I could and should do. I do not think it's all senseless, it just feels like "god leave me alone".
If there is somebody among the readers who knows what I feel like and how to come over it, I'll gladly accept his/ her word.
Trias
[edit:]
Additionally I'd like to say that I think I reached some kind of a borderline. A time when it starts to become really hard to improve and move on just by myself... Being that whiny and depressive isn't my original face, but there's nothing I could do right now... ^^"
So my suggestion, get some you time, even if your still at home, do what you want. that's all i can suggest. i hope it helps
BTW, take your time with the commission i asked for, would rather you have fun making it then it be pushed upon you.