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13 years ago
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Updated my commission prices, and added some new rules... not that anyone commissions me anyhow. xD
But as for questions! I'll answer most any (except for stalker ones like my address and etc). Go ahead - explaining my sexuality, my view on religion, my favorite color, any fetishes, if I watch porn... you name it!
But as for questions! I'll answer most any (except for stalker ones like my address and etc). Go ahead - explaining my sexuality, my view on religion, my favorite color, any fetishes, if I watch porn... you name it!
What do you do to cheer up?
But really, I snuggle with my rat or hang with friends or look at Membase. <3
Sadly, I'm having enough trouble feeding myself (and being a rat, I'm not too cranky) so I dunno about feeding someone else. -.-'
Then again, 5'10'' and 110 lbs... I'm doing something wrong. >.<''
O_O I'm that weight and 5'1"....
As long as no-one else gets dragged into it and such. If I can go peacefully without anyone missing me, that'd be good
And don't you dare start feeling bad for your weight now...
You have a normal BMI (21.6) while I'm underweight (17.4)... and I don't plan on changing my eating habits to gain weight...
... because if I do, I'd also have to exercise... and I have enough muscles already to handle my everyday life. >.<;
I want to be remembered. >.<
Oh no! I know I'm normal. :3
Still... I go where life takes me... and make the best of things wherever I go ^.^
I can sympathize with that.
if you're religious, from the earthen life to a spiritual/rebirth
if you're practical, from flesh and bone to dust and peace.
^^,
Don't see why many make a great fuzz about it.
"Death comes for us all, there's no need to fear the inevitable."
Because, for some, they don't know what happens after. For some, they don't want life to end. Me? I know I'll sadden the people I leave behind.
True... and true...
And I feel the same... I don't want to sadden them, I'd rather have them happy.
Either that, or unknowing. Right now I've got a lot of unknowing people I've helped/touched.
Though I believe cutting my ties to my parents and siblings will be the hardest...
the friends I have understand, or will understand, my plea... so I'm not too worried there... but family is another matter.
Then again, keeping us alive is pretty hard since we lost individuality and became communistic ^,^''
"Can I save someone by (potentially) sacrificing my life... I'd do it in a heartbeat." - basic creed.
That doesn't mean you can't keep yourselves alive! My personalities and I came close to that, save Zilly and HER personalities (you know you're screwed up when your personalities have personalities!), and we still strove to survive.
Which is why I'll try not to.
But on the other hand, I'm not averse against throwing myself in front of a car to push someone I don't know out of the way ^,^''
That is, if they're not there voluntarily.
Rats of a pack, we seem to be.
Though, with our mental status, I dunno if that's a good thing.
Was your animal form a rat? Or were you unsettled?
Interestingly enough, I had this concept in my mind for quite some time, before I ever heard of it. Minus the connecting to the unconscious (subconscious is not a real word in psychology - unconscious is the real term). While I don't think I could seriously get into this (you'd have to read the next paragraph for why), I think embracing this as a sort of imaginary friend thing would be beneficial. But I don't think that's the case for you, so please don't think I'm spitting on your beliefs!
To clear up my beliefs, since there is no proof that souls exist, I don't have an opinion besides just that. But, as long as a person is sincere about their religion/belief/etc, I take that they have indeed experienced what they described. Whether or not it was real... is up to each person. I used to see my miscarried brother follow me around. But there was no proof he did besides my memory, and I sometimes have trouble keeping dreams and reality apart. That's why I depend on science so much. People lie. Science doesn't.
I doubt Munin would become exorcised, as Hi's been his totem all along.
Although, I doubt that Master would prefer his pet 'missing'.
0.o Emm.... *cough*
Sorry... surprised he decided to speak up... -.-''
But as hi said... I've been his daemon and voice of confidence for many years before we became one...
... and now, we've had a few years to grown accustomed to each others presence... so I doubt we'd separate that easily.
To quote a poem I'm in the middle of writing about the three of us...
Heart of Fire, Soul of Ice
Body of Flesh, Mind; Unbound
Other questions:
I believe I've partially settled as a rat since I was three years old (Alex was seven).
Though I hadn't completely settled for it when we merged... I'd waver between rat and snake (or lynx) at times.
And frankly, I don't care if you're spitting on my beliefs, I'll still have them.
And I know about the whole 'keeping dreams and reality apart.'
Another minor downside to the split/merge, was that I stopped dreaming at night...
... I'd go to bed, close my eyes and a few minutes later and I'd open them again... and several hours would have passed.
Though, those few dreams I've had during that time, have all been real for me.
Partially like, I've seen myself in an alternate universe and went through what happened there.
The one that still resounds clearly is the one where I killed myself.
It's a... tough one to describe... sadly...
And that one was the one who made me swear not to commit suicide recklessly.
I'd do it with a plan, and I'd leave this husk without any regrets, and possibly mourning people.
*sighs heavily*
Though I haven't had only heavy dreams.
Once I went to sleep on a Saturday night, dreamt.
It was Tuesday morning when I woke up, and I went to school, like any Tuesday... learned a new math formula in math... and went home, had dinner and went to sleep...
Woke up Sunday morning.
Funny thing is, that following Tuesday, we went over that same formula I dreamed about learning.
And in order not to have the same dinner (Wok with rice) I suggested pancakes instead.
Can't explain that, but it happened... and for me, both the suicide dream and the 'future' dream were real.
As I said, almost like I became myself in an alternate universe.
Haha, I doubt he sees you as a pet.
It was hard for my personalities and I to fuse, so I figure it must be hard the other way around.
You've called him Munin, as he requested, but also Hi... is that a special pronoun or something?
Interesting.
Good girl. :p
I used to have dreams that came true... I think a lot of people do and don't remember it; we call it "Deja vus". :p
Didn't know what to put hir as, because hi's not an Daemon (I hope, haven't seen hir much so...)
Got the inspiration from here where what's listed isn't exactly Daemon-descriptions
Well... I used to be a pet, when I was a Daemon...
Though these days I'm probably more of a 'nakama'
Hi/hir (and the Swedish 'hen') are gender neutral pronouns.
I do not know which gender Munin is... never spoken enough with him that I can deduce... and he doesn't answer when I ask.
Likewise with the name... I just call hir Munin, and he doesn't object or correct... but I doubt I managed to guess hir name.
Déja vu (french) means you either see or remember seeing something happening again.
That what happened there was a dream that I lived, and was more than just a sighting...
... besides, I changed the ending there to a better one
Prolly
Ah, okay
I know. :p
How well does the Golden Compass portray dæmons?
however... they depict Daemons... -.-'
As you probably can think for yourself, Daemons can't influence the 'physical' world the way they do it in that series.
Though Daemons have some kind of weight and mass... not much, but enough to make balancing spoons tilt
And enough mass to trip over things. -.-'
Also, It takes a bit of practice to be able to visualize your daemon... and actually see them where they are.
Oh, right... and those humans who can see other's daemons are rare.
Most of them do have their own daemons, and have trained the seeing ability to be able to see others.
And not all Daemons can see each other though...
Though, funny things can still happen.
And each persons interactions and experience with their daemon differs.
Alex and me... well... I was mostly the voice of the conscience that he was lacking...
That's unfortunate - having to work to see them. :/
I read those. xD
Almost like how Furry have been depicted; now that I think about it.
Kyell Gold (writer) made a good post about 'coming out' as furry [here]
Though I meant they both got an eschewed image when they got into mainstream media.
First appearance, and it's nothing like the real deal.
I meant Furry's exposure... not Daemon's exposure...