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Might be single soon
13 years ago
Im fucking pissed!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!!!! 3 FUCKING YEARS FOR WHAT!!!!??? 2 years of my dad beating the shit out of me because he was hiding hi emotions and when everything finaly starts to work out.....T_T i just want it all to end....
Many of you know me as the unbreakable wall who can take things head on..... but....
im falling apart im crying as i type this i cant take anymore.....
I feel like every time i get into a relationship im the only one who cares if it lasts.... im the only one who gives 110% making sure my partner is happy, making the plans, being presentable and good looking..... ALL FOR WHAT!!!??? Maybe i should just let myself go.... go fuck like a rabbit blow my money on hookers go fucking crazy... get drunk get high and live my life like its a party till my life crashes! HOW BOUT THAT!!!! WOULD I BE WORTH IT THEN!!!??? DOES THAT SOUND GOOD!!!???
Thanx for everything everyone....
But my heart cant take anymore.....
Many of you know me as the unbreakable wall who can take things head on..... but....
im falling apart im crying as i type this i cant take anymore.....
I feel like every time i get into a relationship im the only one who cares if it lasts.... im the only one who gives 110% making sure my partner is happy, making the plans, being presentable and good looking..... ALL FOR WHAT!!!??? Maybe i should just let myself go.... go fuck like a rabbit blow my money on hookers go fucking crazy... get drunk get high and live my life like its a party till my life crashes! HOW BOUT THAT!!!! WOULD I BE WORTH IT THEN!!!??? DOES THAT SOUND GOOD!!!???
Thanx for everything everyone....
But my heart cant take anymore.....
I am not one who is good at comforting another but try to keep it together. And I know it hurts now, but it the long run it will make you stronger.
I am sure a person will come your way that will want to give you their all and give you 110% as well. But sometimes it take trial and error.