Yesterday, Today (AKA Leave a window open for me)
17 years ago
The winds of change have blown, and messed up my farm. Gotta plant new strawberries.
Yesterday....... was a bad day...
First, I was at my friend Robert's house, where I woke up late. That's bad because I was hoping to speak to my lovely
dragoncat21 , since my Yahoo/land internet is still down. I missed her, but she left me a note..... saying how us meeting in May may not happen.... But I understand. I'd be a horrible boyfriend if I didn't. So, Rob drops me off at my house and leaves. I try to open the door.... can't. Locked. All the doors are. And me without my key... I find the window I keep unlocked for this exact reason (though it has never happened before), use a quarter to pop out the screen, lost the quarter, and climb in. Took me 15 minutes of whining dogs to get the screen back in. Then I find dog..... stuffs on the carpet.... ewww. Cleaned it up. Walk the dogs. Later, my brothers get home. And start yelling at each other. I don't like yelling. Unless it's the good kind. They wake up my mom, twice, and when I go to talk to her, the oldest younger brother (18) procedes to argue with her.... Was like that most of the day, except all of them had to start with me. I cook, the boys complain.. They get ice cream, don't bother offering me any. Bed time is the only time I got rest. Until this mornin, where the oldest younger brother complains about me for no reason...
Today..... I worry. About me. My life. I'm almost 20, soon I will be, and I have no job, barely a life outside FA, and all I want to do.. I can't. I can't even see my lovely
dragoncat21 or her twin
aerach for our birthdays....Things.. just suck.....
First, I was at my friend Robert's house, where I woke up late. That's bad because I was hoping to speak to my lovely
dragoncat21 , since my Yahoo/land internet is still down. I missed her, but she left me a note..... saying how us meeting in May may not happen.... But I understand. I'd be a horrible boyfriend if I didn't. So, Rob drops me off at my house and leaves. I try to open the door.... can't. Locked. All the doors are. And me without my key... I find the window I keep unlocked for this exact reason (though it has never happened before), use a quarter to pop out the screen, lost the quarter, and climb in. Took me 15 minutes of whining dogs to get the screen back in. Then I find dog..... stuffs on the carpet.... ewww. Cleaned it up. Walk the dogs. Later, my brothers get home. And start yelling at each other. I don't like yelling. Unless it's the good kind. They wake up my mom, twice, and when I go to talk to her, the oldest younger brother (18) procedes to argue with her.... Was like that most of the day, except all of them had to start with me. I cook, the boys complain.. They get ice cream, don't bother offering me any. Bed time is the only time I got rest. Until this mornin, where the oldest younger brother complains about me for no reason...Today..... I worry. About me. My life. I'm almost 20, soon I will be, and I have no job, barely a life outside FA, and all I want to do.. I can't. I can't even see my lovely
dragoncat21 or her twin
aerach for our birthdays....Things.. just suck.....
FA+

21 years old....stuck at home all the time (in fact cant remember the last time l actually went somewhere) only friends l have are on FA since all my friends left me since lm always home with my younger siblings....and my Foxy most likely not gonna be able to get me in May either since our money trouble just got wurse >.<.....sad to say but hi family keeps eating up his funds plu some bad spending depts or whatever but now he dont even think he'll be able to have the funds to get me =(
*sighs*....anywho...just keep up with the happy thoughts and what-not and all will be fine ^-^
we will talk to you its just.. well.. when you get on if you can..
(if your brothers are 18 and still living at home... and dis-respecting your mother then they should be forced out... i lived with mum till a couple of months ago and i never dis-respected my mum.. and always helped out if i could ... )
<3 <3 <3 we ya, Carmello...
i wish as we could talk today but we can't ><
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2nd: If you want to note me on here to talk, I can do that.
3rd: Daniel can't be kicked out, he's about to graduate.
I miss you girls. And tell Sharen to check her notes.....