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13 years ago
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Once a long time ago I decided to freeze my heart......for 7 years I didn't care about being single I was fine, I met a girl and we falled in love and then it went south and i refroze my heart......for a while I was good then hit a huge funk two mouths later found a wonderful Furry he was awesome and once again it went south......but since then I couldn't freeze my heart.....it pains and hungers for love. I a actually got it frozen again and then I lost my mom.
I think I'm destined to forever feel alone and be mateless just wish i could refreeze it......but maybe I should feel this. It sucks....but I've noticed even though I'm single the empty void I feel is less painful when with friends.
So to everyone that feels this way remember there is the love you feel from a mate but the love you get from friends and family is ten times better. For they will always be there for you.
I right now feel alone but know my friends and family are there.
I think I'm destined to forever feel alone and be mateless just wish i could refreeze it......but maybe I should feel this. It sucks....but I've noticed even though I'm single the empty void I feel is less painful when with friends.
So to everyone that feels this way remember there is the love you feel from a mate but the love you get from friends and family is ten times better. For they will always be there for you.
I right now feel alone but know my friends and family are there.
I'm sure you are family by some if not most of your friends
i lost my father when i was 17, it takes a lot of time get through the pain. the first few years being the hardest. the first XMAS they hired someone to play Santa for the wee ones in my family, i ran from the house crying because my dad was always Santa. it was like he was being replaced.
*huggles and fuzzles your hair* you know i'm always around if you need someone to talk to
2) so sorry to hear that....I lost my dad when i was 6 right b4 Christmas. That was when I learned what death was. People passing since then never effected me....it was the memories that crippled me. The sad part is I've had tea with death so many times since then that I'm surprised I'm not Insane.
When my dad passed away my mom was going to shut herself off.....if it wasn't for my sister, me and our church she would of. The toughest part of all this is now I'm alone. My inter life I lived with someone now it's just me. So it's been talking it's toll on me......but we either sink or swim right
i know how you feel. i dropped out of high school to take care of my family after my dad died. don't sink ... swim!
JUST KEEP SWIMMING ... JUST KEEP SWIMMING!