God I need help...
13 years ago
I mean... ugh.
Still trying to figure out digital painting... and not making it suck. For the stuff I've done, line-arted things were mostly fine but... I wanna do more than just that. I want to be able to make things with genuine beauty, maybe even inspiring. I have ideas, plenty of them but because of my damn stupid brain I just can't do them right!
At first it was discouraging but now, it's just frustrating that after months of trying I'm still no closer to understanding. I hate being such a bloody idiot and having so many ideas without any means of expressing them properly is just tearing me apart right now.
;__;
Now I'm just gonna go slam my face against the wall while yelling "STUPID" over and over again.
Still trying to figure out digital painting... and not making it suck. For the stuff I've done, line-arted things were mostly fine but... I wanna do more than just that. I want to be able to make things with genuine beauty, maybe even inspiring. I have ideas, plenty of them but because of my damn stupid brain I just can't do them right!
At first it was discouraging but now, it's just frustrating that after months of trying I'm still no closer to understanding. I hate being such a bloody idiot and having so many ideas without any means of expressing them properly is just tearing me apart right now.
;__;
Now I'm just gonna go slam my face against the wall while yelling "STUPID" over and over again.
FA+

Where the heck did this come from? All ya have to do is keep practicing. Look at techniques if you want, draw anything if you want, just... if you wanna become a good painter, you can, just by painting!