So I met a new person today. A friend of a friend whom I wanted to meet and who wanted to meet me. Well it can be exhausting keeping myself from shrinking into my shell and to keep cool and remember how to engage in conversation. Normally I'm all "rawr rawr rawr!!!" in my head so when it comes time to be normal and act like a human I kinda have to dust off the controls.

Well afterwards I was all worn out and nervous despite having fun and really liking the guy. Then it was off to work, which is emotionally tolling as well. Later in the day I felt like I had had enough. I wanted to go home and curl up and to hell with cleaning and money.

I stopped at the gas station to fuel up and get a gatorade for a little energy and as I'm walking out something catches my eye on the ground. I pick it up ans inspect it and see that it is a button with a picture of a winged unicorn peeing a rainbow onto a cloud. Everything seemed to get better about then.

Just goes to show that you cant let yourself slip too deep into your bad feelings. You'll miss your life preserver. Don't fret over what Isn't real. Simple pleasures are what can help us through the roughest seas.