Way back in 2003 I made a serious decision. I would leave my job and home and try to improve my situation. I decided I would move to a larger city where I was sure I would do well. The place I chose to live had a large company that was closely related to the one I was already at. Because of this, I thought employment would not be a serious stumbling block. Even if that particular company didn't take me in there were many others I could try.

Things did not go well. Although I really didn't have any better choices at the time, the move turned out to be a mistake. The company I wanted to work for never responded to my applications. None of the large companies did. In desparation I took a job where I am now. The work is not too hard and the pay is.... managable. But I don't like it.

Lately I've been coming to realize I may be stuck here for a long time, unable to afford to return to my old home and my family. Unable to complete the plans I laid out so long ago. Yes, there actually was a plan.

That all changed yesterday. I put in one last application a month ago. Yesterday I got a call. Friday I have an interview.

I have no illusions. I may not get hired. I may yet be stuck here for a very long time.

Then again, perhaps this time my skills and talent will finally put me where I want to be.

Wish me luck.