Hey it's Jeff's fiance Holly, So I don't know how many of you out there are reading this, who actually care enough to talk to me about all this. Ok, after knowing Jeff for about six years, being together for at least four months now, happily engaged. I've come to look at some of Jeff's drawings for quite a while now, I'm a lil unsure, scared and worried, when I see some of the "different" ones, of him and some other guy. I"m not saying I"m against the whole gay thing, but when I see Jeff's pictures of that stuff, I- Sigh* I don't know what to think, he says all the time that he's not gay and he doesn't want anyone else but me-n that he'll love me no matter what. But I keep coming back to see that and I-Sigh* Honestly this is hard to say, it may seem like I don't understand, and I do love him wit all my heart-don't get me wrong, but what am I supposed to think when I see drawings of him being fucked or him fucking another guy? And most of the comments he makes doesn't really help. I start to feel ill, and pretty scared, and kind of upset. So, if you-any of you be kind enough to talk lil fox who needs someone to talk to, please.