today i am going to a wake at 4... apparently a cousin of mine had passed away while he was sleeping. he was mentally handicapped i believe (sorry if that sounded rude)


and... well i never really knew him and idk how to act at a wake. never had to go to one... yeahhhh

um...not really feeling sad because i only saw him once before and never talked to him...so awkward.

so yeah. and apparently i have another cousin named brittney who draws like me(animalswithhairandshiz) and goes to the same sites as me. yay i guess.


so yup, gonna go take a shower and stuffs to get ready for the wake i guess.I DONT KNOW GOOOSSSHHHH


dont really wanna go... :<