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The End
13 years ago
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I've reached the end of my rope.
I keep telling myself to remain hopeful, keep going, and eventually things will get better.
After being in the ER for severe chest pain, it seems that I now have a rather serious case of Acid Reflux. Which my asshole GI doctor told me I did not have.
Look, I know my life isn't that bad. I have friends, I have family, I have food, and a roof over my head. And there is always someone else out there that has it worse.
Did you know I feel so hopeless and low right now.....I actually cried last night.
Turns out my career isn't gonna be enough to allow me to survive. So I'm not going to be able to have fun and do what I want. I have less than $5 to my name and my car needs $1500 worth of work.
Now they told me I should never drink soda again. Sure just keep taking away things that make me happy. It's not that I ant drink Pepsi again.....it's just.......ANOTHER thing I can't do, or can't have.
What did I do? Why does it seem like out of my circle of friends.....it's just me?
I am underweight, but if I have one chicken nugget, I'll suffer. But the fat people at school can be carrying bags of McDonald's and be just fine.
I know I always say I'm down. But this time I'm broken.
I really don't see any reason why I should get out of bed in the morning, because I don't believe things are going to get better.
I keep telling myself to remain hopeful, keep going, and eventually things will get better.
After being in the ER for severe chest pain, it seems that I now have a rather serious case of Acid Reflux. Which my asshole GI doctor told me I did not have.
Look, I know my life isn't that bad. I have friends, I have family, I have food, and a roof over my head. And there is always someone else out there that has it worse.
Did you know I feel so hopeless and low right now.....I actually cried last night.
Turns out my career isn't gonna be enough to allow me to survive. So I'm not going to be able to have fun and do what I want. I have less than $5 to my name and my car needs $1500 worth of work.
Now they told me I should never drink soda again. Sure just keep taking away things that make me happy. It's not that I ant drink Pepsi again.....it's just.......ANOTHER thing I can't do, or can't have.
What did I do? Why does it seem like out of my circle of friends.....it's just me?
I am underweight, but if I have one chicken nugget, I'll suffer. But the fat people at school can be carrying bags of McDonald's and be just fine.
I know I always say I'm down. But this time I'm broken.
I really don't see any reason why I should get out of bed in the morning, because I don't believe things are going to get better.
