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Oh well |3;;;
13 years ago
Hi there.
I forgot to update here on the status of my plan |3;;;. It's been already more than...2 or 3 weeks that well, I got to know that my boyfriend
iswearimnotabot is not going to come here :c.
Basically, parents being parents, not that they don't trust me, I went there and they loved me, well, at least I got that impression from them liking the idea of me extending my stay there when I went last year XD. It's just them being worry about him travelling alone and stuff >>.
So yeah, thanks for the support, but now I don't need the commissions for rising extra money. To be honest I was stuck with one of the commissions because it went from "medium-hard" to really really hard XD;;;, so I got an art block, and that along with my working place losing the lunch cook and making me do all the prep of the usual dinner AND lunch now has me a little mentally exhausted and along my bf not being able to come, made the block stay quite comfortably in me, but hey, now I am tackling the commission and soon you might be able to see the source of my artist "challenge", lol.
I reaaaaally needed to see my bf badly, so now I took another life decision. I am moving to Portugal to be closer to my bf until he is able to come here to Canada. So I am leaving here as soon as the work permit I got here dies (In november first), I am staying until that so I can save up the most money, since after all, here I would earn much more money than going back to Chile and stuff. And well, from October something I'll be embarking again on a travel and will settle up in Portugal, I have 3 months to learn portuguese XD;;;, good thing I have a spanish base and french and english as support languages, that will make such a thing easier x3;;;.
So yeah, fuck Canada for now. It was more dissapointing all around that anything else >>, in all senses, again I am leaving a country without anything holding me there, it's sooooo dissapointing to see that you are not needed, I mean, in Chile I had family, but family bonds are almost obligatory, to me they don't feel quite as a good friendship, and here in Canada my employers love my work and will miss having me around, but obviously being used like that is not something that would retain me here =3=.
Aaaaaanyways, yeah, just venting a little here. It's quite dissapointing to be alone and specially not seeing that little person that makes your life more meaningful for 11 months >> (Saw him on december last year, seeing him in november now will mean a wait of 11 months ;~;), but at least now I have another drive and I am moving on to a better position, living really close to him from november on, will surely be worth it, even if it'll be a little hard for me to find a job. But come on, I am a chef, rawr.
Also I shouldn't complaint too much, I did get a raise at work, lol (One buck per hour more XD, still more than before)
Now I'll try to tackle the rest of the commissions as fast as I can, since now I am more used to my working place's new pace. If any of my commissioners are tired of the wait and want to pull out of the list of commissions, then please tell me so (if you don't then I'll take it as you still want it and I'll work on it XD), obviously I won't hold any bad feelings, lol. It's totally understandable that you might not want to wait any longer (Even if I haven't requested the payment of anyone but the one I am working on right now) and since I don't need the money badly, it's not a problem at all.
Rawr
tl;dr: bf is not coming, butt sore of sadness but moving to portugal now instead, artist block and will draw commissions soonish
Thanks for reading <3 (Unless you read the tl;dr version, then you suck :v *SHOT* x.x, XD)
I forgot to update here on the status of my plan |3;;;. It's been already more than...2 or 3 weeks that well, I got to know that my boyfriend
iswearimnotabot is not going to come here :c.Basically, parents being parents, not that they don't trust me, I went there and they loved me, well, at least I got that impression from them liking the idea of me extending my stay there when I went last year XD. It's just them being worry about him travelling alone and stuff >>.
So yeah, thanks for the support, but now I don't need the commissions for rising extra money. To be honest I was stuck with one of the commissions because it went from "medium-hard" to really really hard XD;;;, so I got an art block, and that along with my working place losing the lunch cook and making me do all the prep of the usual dinner AND lunch now has me a little mentally exhausted and along my bf not being able to come, made the block stay quite comfortably in me, but hey, now I am tackling the commission and soon you might be able to see the source of my artist "challenge", lol.
I reaaaaally needed to see my bf badly, so now I took another life decision. I am moving to Portugal to be closer to my bf until he is able to come here to Canada. So I am leaving here as soon as the work permit I got here dies (In november first), I am staying until that so I can save up the most money, since after all, here I would earn much more money than going back to Chile and stuff. And well, from October something I'll be embarking again on a travel and will settle up in Portugal, I have 3 months to learn portuguese XD;;;, good thing I have a spanish base and french and english as support languages, that will make such a thing easier x3;;;.
So yeah, fuck Canada for now. It was more dissapointing all around that anything else >>, in all senses, again I am leaving a country without anything holding me there, it's sooooo dissapointing to see that you are not needed, I mean, in Chile I had family, but family bonds are almost obligatory, to me they don't feel quite as a good friendship, and here in Canada my employers love my work and will miss having me around, but obviously being used like that is not something that would retain me here =3=.
Aaaaaanyways, yeah, just venting a little here. It's quite dissapointing to be alone and specially not seeing that little person that makes your life more meaningful for 11 months >> (Saw him on december last year, seeing him in november now will mean a wait of 11 months ;~;), but at least now I have another drive and I am moving on to a better position, living really close to him from november on, will surely be worth it, even if it'll be a little hard for me to find a job. But come on, I am a chef, rawr.
Also I shouldn't complaint too much, I did get a raise at work, lol (One buck per hour more XD, still more than before)
Now I'll try to tackle the rest of the commissions as fast as I can, since now I am more used to my working place's new pace. If any of my commissioners are tired of the wait and want to pull out of the list of commissions, then please tell me so (if you don't then I'll take it as you still want it and I'll work on it XD), obviously I won't hold any bad feelings, lol. It's totally understandable that you might not want to wait any longer (Even if I haven't requested the payment of anyone but the one I am working on right now) and since I don't need the money badly, it's not a problem at all.
Rawr
tl;dr: bf is not coming, butt sore of sadness but moving to portugal now instead, artist block and will draw commissions soonish
Thanks for reading <3 (Unless you read the tl;dr version, then you suck :v *SHOT* x.x, XD)
but have fun chaseing your dreams :3
It doesn't matter how hard it is, as long as I keep trying, and hey, took me 3 months here to find a job, in Canada, sure small city and all, but no place is safe about looking for jobs nowadays.
There is just too much people giving up on looking for jobs.
Anyways, thankies x3
Like the song says, "All you need is love" Nothing else matters Vitrex, so no matter what the challenges, get to Portugal and be with the one that makes you whole.
The job search and any other challenge can be handled as long as you are making your dreams come true! ^^
As for commissions at least the pressure if off now lol.
I wish you the best of luck in your journey. :3
(P.S. I didn't just read your short and sweet version of your life plans you put at the end of the journal, cause I don't suck XD)
But it is deffinetly worth it if you will be able to be closer to your bf!! :3
ahem
i'm sorry i couldn't go there in the end :x but hey, we'll still see each other somewhat soon if all goes well. you just need to hurry up with portuguese cause 3 months might not be enough (and i should probably help too maybe i dunno :v)
Also you know you don't need to apologize, nothing either of us could have done. It was your parent's decision anyways x3;.
<3
Hope you'll have fun on your way! =D