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I'm sorry (talking to the local GA folks here)
13 years ago
I say this with a 100% sober, clear mind. (heh, kinda sad that I have to qualify it that way to begin with).
I'm sorry for being such a terrible excuse for a friend these past few weeks. The people I'm talking to, you know who you are, I hope. Pretty much anyone I've been in contact with in person lately. I've acted like a complete ass, even if unintentionally, and I apologize. I hope you can forgive me, and if there's any way I can possibly make it up to you, I will do it.
Using initials here, to the people at BD's July 4th party who had to take care of my drunk ass after I blacked out, I have no words to describe how sorry I am. Especially A, for whom the actions I don't remember were still terribly inappropriate. It was more than embarrassing; it was rude and downright disrespectful to you all. You've spent so much time and effort to host these parties, at your own financial expense no less, and the last thing you need is a drunk guy disrespecting and abusing your generosity.
To S, I deleted the Twitter posts out of shame, and I am so terribly sorry for putting you into such a guilt trip. I know I was plastered at the time, but that's no excuse for hurting you and damaging the friendship that you've actively worked to repair since FWA. At least here you already know that what I said was the complete opposite of how I actually felt in my sober mind, so that's one small relief.
No clue how to end this journal. So I won't bother trying. I've said all that I wanted to.
I'm sorry for being such a terrible excuse for a friend these past few weeks. The people I'm talking to, you know who you are, I hope. Pretty much anyone I've been in contact with in person lately. I've acted like a complete ass, even if unintentionally, and I apologize. I hope you can forgive me, and if there's any way I can possibly make it up to you, I will do it.
Using initials here, to the people at BD's July 4th party who had to take care of my drunk ass after I blacked out, I have no words to describe how sorry I am. Especially A, for whom the actions I don't remember were still terribly inappropriate. It was more than embarrassing; it was rude and downright disrespectful to you all. You've spent so much time and effort to host these parties, at your own financial expense no less, and the last thing you need is a drunk guy disrespecting and abusing your generosity.
To S, I deleted the Twitter posts out of shame, and I am so terribly sorry for putting you into such a guilt trip. I know I was plastered at the time, but that's no excuse for hurting you and damaging the friendship that you've actively worked to repair since FWA. At least here you already know that what I said was the complete opposite of how I actually felt in my sober mind, so that's one small relief.
No clue how to end this journal. So I won't bother trying. I've said all that I wanted to.
You're honestly trying to make amends. That's a lot more then other people who mess up.
