As I told you before I'm in the closet and never coming out for sure. I knew my family not take it very well cause they're short of anti-gay.
When they ask me why I'm not got a girl already I just told them 'I'm not in rush' or 'No find a good one' but in my mind I had a reason for myself.
Why do I need to live with a lie that gonna hurt not just myself but every one if I'm pretend to be straight, yes keep lie to be straight for solve a small problem but will got a very huge problem coming at door step. How it can hide longer and when a secret was leaking isn't it hurt my mate to be use as a cover my own sexuality not counting for my kids feeling too. and more importantly it will eat me alive to be someone I don't want to be as well.
Homosexual or at least bi not a bad things but this make me got a hard time now.



PS. I like Lady Gaga and my folk told me I'm so gay,Why?