So like... i woke up to my mom saying i had a phone call on her phone.. i was happy to hear it was from the apartments i applied for, they have an opening and i'm up on the list next. I was half asleep when she talk to me.. but my god.. it's the best news i have gotten in a long time..... as much as i love my mom and sister, i am FUCKING GOING NUTS LIVING WITH THEM BOTH!!!!!

So... won't be long till i'm living alone... i hate living alone.. but yet... i hate living with more than one person.. it stresses me the fuck out.

It will be nice to live on my own and be able to put what the fuck i want in the damn fridge for a change... to organize shit how the fuck i see fit... to be able to cook for me and not fucking have to eat food loaded with salt or too many spices...
It will be good to take a fucking shower without worrying about others taking one.

Also, it will be good to get away from temptation, cause i am trying to cut out sugary things... like ice cream.. and so forth.. and their are just way too many temptations living here.

So i'm relieved.... i was worried i was going to do something horrible living here.. i can have quite now... well i hope it's quite where i am moving anyhow.. i was told it would be... we will see.

So just thought i would share how i'm feeling... i feel like the weight of the world has been lifted... and it feels good.