It's good that you distance yourself from that friend, no need for that kind of shit in your life, well any negativity really, but you should get on to drawing, your talent already blows my mind, but what blows it further is the potential of what it can be, and I truly want to see that.

That's the main reason I did kinda not hang around for certain people for awhile. Only negativity and other shit. Took it's toll on me. However, there's some people I've lost contactish. Just don't talk to much when I should. Like some decent folk. Little crazy at times, but decent people. Also very good friends from the past.

I have no clue what to draw. I've tried little doodles here and there, but scraped them. Like literally just ripped the page out of the black book and threw it away. :P

I should probably stop doing that.

Well, my best advice through the people you meet, keep the ones that truly cares and accepts you for who you are and quickly get rid of the people who quickly pulls you down, not through murder or anything like that of course lol, but you know what I mean. Life is truly too short to let people hold down your happiness. But for the art thing, check out artwork from Jhonen Vasquez or Ralph Steadman, they have truly interesting art forms. I also had a horrible habit to doodle and destroy them as well my friend, but as creativity goes, its the mistakes that you like to keep really, just focus on what you love to draw either that be lizards or asses or whatever and expand towards that.

That's actually better advice then I've gotten, but pretty much what I've been following. Never would murder someone just because I needed the distance. x3 I get moments where I wanna be violent, but I often find another way to handle it. Life is truly too short, happiness is precious to me, and I don't like it when someone fucks with mine.

I know a little bit about Jhonen Vasquez, but not Ralph Steadman. Probably gonna take a look and oogle over their art style for awhile like I do most peoples' art.

I think I need to give my mistakes more of a chance, just hope I don't get hated for making art. I've had people tell me I'm good, then they change their mind and wanna do everything in their power to take me down. Yet, I really haven't drawn anything to instill hate, people just seem to flip out on little things. x/

Though dunno if I'm gonna draw asses. A whole gallery of random asses would.... well... make me laugh my ass off. In the good way. ^w^

Grrr... I need to learn to hit reply. >w<