There comes a time when all people seek some truth about themselves; What roads they should take in life, what jobs to acquire, etc. We all strive to better ourselves through these bouts of learning, and through them, we can earn just about anything. Some people are... Not so lucky.

My 20th eve of birth has come and passed, and yet still I know no not any of these things. My life, being the shithole such that it is, is on an ever-downward spiral, and i fear that my 21st will have my sorry ass driven to drinking, which is NOT a habit I want to start...

There are probably things I could be doing to make that not so. I have yet to find them.

You who have me watched (Whom are not very many) have no reason to care about what I write. I know I may come off as a tad Emo once all's said and done.

I wish that were not so, but even the manliest of men can get down in the dumps sometimes.... Though they tend to bounce back rather quick... But I digress.

The moral: Even the strongest of walls can be broken, if chipped at bit by bit.