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17 years ago
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Im in a emotional mess.. sobbing, anxiety, being irratable, snappy an bad temperd with people .. my depression is causeing me alot of trouble of late.
But it is my own fault.. i ran out of my anti depressents by mistake .. i wasnt keeping track of how many tablets i had left. the Pharmacy wont give me anymore of my meds because apparently i orderd them to soon.. ive been out of my tablets for 2 weeks now how can i have orderd them to soon?
im so tierd of being like this.. everything is getting to me.. an so pished off with everything.
ill stop emo-ing .. whineing isnt going to help.
on a good note i made a new music vidio on youtube .. just somthing i like to do for fun . have a look if you want
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AdaNq0zzs4
Im currently in SL .. an sombody is walking around with clacking heels.. it is really the most irratateing sound .. ill be taking my chainsaw to there feet if they dont turn the sound off there shoes *growls*
I saw a rinestone cowboy yesturday .. well he was dresses as a cowboy an coverd in bling .. bling is another of my sl pet hates .. why cant people understand it dosnt look good .. is very tacky
another sl pet hate is short arms.. i see alot of people around with ridiculously short arms.. they look deformed.. i want to tell them to stand in fron of a mirrior an put your hands down by your sides an look where your fingertips reach.. not above your hips -.- they reach your thighs..
im ranting here.. i know ^^; ive been in sl over 3 years.. o0; so i have picked up alot of pet hates. i dont go around people to change there looks. even if i dont like them. they just irk me an leave me wondering.. why they doing that .. 0,0
But it is my own fault.. i ran out of my anti depressents by mistake .. i wasnt keeping track of how many tablets i had left. the Pharmacy wont give me anymore of my meds because apparently i orderd them to soon.. ive been out of my tablets for 2 weeks now how can i have orderd them to soon?
im so tierd of being like this.. everything is getting to me.. an so pished off with everything.
ill stop emo-ing .. whineing isnt going to help.
on a good note i made a new music vidio on youtube .. just somthing i like to do for fun . have a look if you want
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AdaNq0zzs4
Im currently in SL .. an sombody is walking around with clacking heels.. it is really the most irratateing sound .. ill be taking my chainsaw to there feet if they dont turn the sound off there shoes *growls*
I saw a rinestone cowboy yesturday .. well he was dresses as a cowboy an coverd in bling .. bling is another of my sl pet hates .. why cant people understand it dosnt look good .. is very tacky
another sl pet hate is short arms.. i see alot of people around with ridiculously short arms.. they look deformed.. i want to tell them to stand in fron of a mirrior an put your hands down by your sides an look where your fingertips reach.. not above your hips -.- they reach your thighs..
im ranting here.. i know ^^; ive been in sl over 3 years.. o0; so i have picked up alot of pet hates. i dont go around people to change there looks. even if i dont like them. they just irk me an leave me wondering.. why they doing that .. 0,0
I promise to keep my claws quiet.
Rar.
LOL but no, i dont like sound scripts o.o;;
Though, exercise normally helps, and so does sleep and eating certain things. I've heard a vitamin can help with depression, but I don't remember what it was, if it was what I'm thinking of, and besides you can overdose on those. Like I said though, if your on medication I can't really understand what your going through or what you need. I just wanted to try to be helpful.
I myself hate bling as well. It only adds lag for me.
Take care, alright Adri?
Maybe I'll come on and give you a hug to cheer you up.
(Although SL has been acting seriously glitchy ever since they forced me to download that new version )
Trying a few things to fix it anyways, so you might see me around :)
Hang in there.
Sending you big hugs and lots of love