/sigh *update
13 years ago
Would you, could you?
Still have depression, Now mixed with anger.
Not only does my left shoulder hurt but I have sharp pains shooting through the entire arm.
Right now Just laying back hoping to not do anything but I know that won't last for long.
Wish my dad would fire this one fucking idiot at work but no, he wont. He's paying this guy to stand there and do nothing pretty much and its got me fucking pissed about it.
Was doing a Heatload calcualtion in my office for this wone job, this fucker walks in "HEY YOU WATCHING A MOVIE It smells like popcorn in here" WHAT THE FUCK! Do I have a closed door for!!? Threw me off track completely, Pissed me off on top of that he punches me in the right arm "I'm just messin with you" me: GET THE FUCK OUT DAMNIT! "god you don't have to be mean" MEAN?!? WHAT THE FUCK... IF someone has their GOD DAMN DOOR CLOSED Doesn't that give a FUCKING Sign, DO NOT THE FUCK ENTER....
Wish I could be paid to stand around Like a fucking moron. But no, I have heavy lifting in work, Technical Work, Stock and Inventory. Delivery to jobs. On top of all this, I have to do Captain FUCKheads job. I wish I could fire the useless fuck, But alass I cannot. Instead I get yelled at for his fuckups.
How the fuck do you lose your cellphone? Yesterday this guy lost his in his backpocket and tried to charge the company for his time looking for his god damn phone, He shoved in his back pocket when the battery died.
And I quote and I love these fucking quotes out of his mouth. "Its too hot out bro" "Its hot bro" "Its sooooo hot out" I have news for this fucktard, FIND A GOD DAMN NEW JOB. IF You are in the Airconditioning Field and you Constantly bitch about it being hot in in FUCKING FLORIDA Find a new fucking job. Better yet Find a Whole Different Field of work.
/end Rant
As for depression, Its more or less Friends I cannot Hang out with due to being in Seperate states. I don't know what to do in life as far as a carrer choice, I'm stuck working for my Dad In Airconditioning, I'm not complaining, Its just not my field, Theres way too much stress to deal with. I feel Like crying half the time when Something goes wrong that isn't my fault but it gets shoved as if it were.
Not only does my left shoulder hurt but I have sharp pains shooting through the entire arm.
Right now Just laying back hoping to not do anything but I know that won't last for long.
Wish my dad would fire this one fucking idiot at work but no, he wont. He's paying this guy to stand there and do nothing pretty much and its got me fucking pissed about it.
Was doing a Heatload calcualtion in my office for this wone job, this fucker walks in "HEY YOU WATCHING A MOVIE It smells like popcorn in here" WHAT THE FUCK! Do I have a closed door for!!? Threw me off track completely, Pissed me off on top of that he punches me in the right arm "I'm just messin with you" me: GET THE FUCK OUT DAMNIT! "god you don't have to be mean" MEAN?!? WHAT THE FUCK... IF someone has their GOD DAMN DOOR CLOSED Doesn't that give a FUCKING Sign, DO NOT THE FUCK ENTER....
Wish I could be paid to stand around Like a fucking moron. But no, I have heavy lifting in work, Technical Work, Stock and Inventory. Delivery to jobs. On top of all this, I have to do Captain FUCKheads job. I wish I could fire the useless fuck, But alass I cannot. Instead I get yelled at for his fuckups.
How the fuck do you lose your cellphone? Yesterday this guy lost his in his backpocket and tried to charge the company for his time looking for his god damn phone, He shoved in his back pocket when the battery died.
And I quote and I love these fucking quotes out of his mouth. "Its too hot out bro" "Its hot bro" "Its sooooo hot out" I have news for this fucktard, FIND A GOD DAMN NEW JOB. IF You are in the Airconditioning Field and you Constantly bitch about it being hot in in FUCKING FLORIDA Find a new fucking job. Better yet Find a Whole Different Field of work.
/end Rant
As for depression, Its more or less Friends I cannot Hang out with due to being in Seperate states. I don't know what to do in life as far as a carrer choice, I'm stuck working for my Dad In Airconditioning, I'm not complaining, Its just not my field, Theres way too much stress to deal with. I feel Like crying half the time when Something goes wrong that isn't my fault but it gets shoved as if it were.
FA+

I told him once that if he hates this job y not quite.
He goes ahead and says
"Because its easy money!"
The worst thing is:
He's my bosses son!!!
So he can't get fired and he thinks just because he's the bosses son he can lay around and do nothing if he wants to.
And I know I do all the work because Ive gotten stronger for caring a lot of boxes filled with 10 cabbages or 6 watermelons.
I even set up our whole stand up without his help!!!
I would quit, but it's not the job that's bothering me, it's HIM!!!
But I know u hav it worser job then me since ur job seems more hard working then a farmers market job, so I hav no reason to bitch about my job.
:|
I just wanted to tell u this because I know how u feel and I hope things work out for u soon.
I just hope my boss switches him to work with someone else soon.
aww fizzy :c
Im here for you if you ever need anything or one.