One of the things that has been on my mind for awhile is relationships in peticular expectations. I've heard what various people want from their partners. Some of what I heard was just, wow. I am in no position to judge people for things like that. I am infantist its an alternative life style.


I started to think about what I could sacrifice, what would be the bare minimum that I would live with in a relationship. I turned 30 this years old I haven't had a date in 8 years. Not that I have been out there looking. Part of it is the extra baggage that I carry around and part of it is I just don't know where to go to meet people.

Going back on course. I realized today what the minimum would be. It is just the understanding despite the face I put on, I need to be held and comforted like a small child because it a big scary confusing world out there and it gets to much to handle sometimes.