in the past 6 months everything has just gotten worse and worse and worse and i am really at my emtional and physical teather

first thing is my oldest sisters terminal multiple sclerosis has gotten much worse, shes now at thestage where she will be wheelchair bound for the rest of her life

secondly my mum who has pancriatic cancer was told she will have to go in to hospital to have her pnacrias removed entierly and my mum is terrified and also her health is degrading

thirdly my dad has recently suffered his 3rd majot heart attack and almost died.

forth i have been told i may have to get spinal surgery as well as hip, knee, neck and shoulder surgery

and now 5th, my other sister was just told today she hasa brain tumour.

i.........i...........i just dont know what to do, i;m a fucking wreak


i cant take this .... i might lose everyone i love in a year or less and i cant take it