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kinda numb
12 years ago
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so for the past 2 weeks I have been holding my emotions in check as has my family.
my dad has been diagnosed with pancreatic AND liver cancer.
the last alcoholic drink my dad has was in 1985, he doesn't touch drugs not does be binge eat.
for a 63 year old man who served a decade in the royal highland fusiliers he has spent time in the worst war zones in the 70's and the start of the 80's until he fully left the army just at the start of the falklands war.
he was discharged due to medical reasons, his left leg was dislocated when he was caught in an explosion in northern Ireland during the troubles back then.
well he was told he has 6-12 months left to live.
I am sitting here totally numb.
my mum is the same as me but my oldest sister is a right fucking bitch as she turns EVERYTHING around so she can be the center of attention.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to feel.
its just that bad.
sorry if this makes everyone depressed but I just had to write something.
my dad has been diagnosed with pancreatic AND liver cancer.
the last alcoholic drink my dad has was in 1985, he doesn't touch drugs not does be binge eat.
for a 63 year old man who served a decade in the royal highland fusiliers he has spent time in the worst war zones in the 70's and the start of the 80's until he fully left the army just at the start of the falklands war.
he was discharged due to medical reasons, his left leg was dislocated when he was caught in an explosion in northern Ireland during the troubles back then.
well he was told he has 6-12 months left to live.
I am sitting here totally numb.
my mum is the same as me but my oldest sister is a right fucking bitch as she turns EVERYTHING around so she can be the center of attention.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to feel.
its just that bad.
sorry if this makes everyone depressed but I just had to write something.
