11 AM
    13 years ago
            Poor, stubborn old grandpa. He stuck with us and took three whole days to die. I love you and will always miss you!
I'm glad I have people around me. Including
 Grandpa thought of you as a grandson too, man. Funeral is this weekend...I'll know more soon as my uncle gets back from the funeral parlor.
The most important person in my life is gone now. Grandpa was my rock. I could go to him and cry about anything. My grandpa always kept my secrets. I want someday to find a love like he and my grandma shared. The only pain I'd feel near the end would be the years spent lliving without the one my heart belongs too, until I can be in his/her arms again.
I only hope the other important men in my life will do well to measure up to the high standards my grandpa and his legacy set. I will forever hold the standards of what a man should be to the caliber of my grandpa.
My heart aches, but I'm also so happy. No more suffering, no more drowning in his own mucus. Damned emphezema! We stayed up all night to clean his face because when we tried to clean it all out, his body produced even more than before. It was gross, it was hard, but we did it for the love.
If only I hadn't gone to lay down and sleep at last. Only an hour...an hour and I missed being there beside him.
                    I'm glad I have people around me. Including
 Grandpa thought of you as a grandson too, man. Funeral is this weekend...I'll know more soon as my uncle gets back from the funeral parlor.The most important person in my life is gone now. Grandpa was my rock. I could go to him and cry about anything. My grandpa always kept my secrets. I want someday to find a love like he and my grandma shared. The only pain I'd feel near the end would be the years spent lliving without the one my heart belongs too, until I can be in his/her arms again.
I only hope the other important men in my life will do well to measure up to the high standards my grandpa and his legacy set. I will forever hold the standards of what a man should be to the caliber of my grandpa.
My heart aches, but I'm also so happy. No more suffering, no more drowning in his own mucus. Damned emphezema! We stayed up all night to clean his face because when we tried to clean it all out, his body produced even more than before. It was gross, it was hard, but we did it for the love.
If only I hadn't gone to lay down and sleep at last. Only an hour...an hour and I missed being there beside him.
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I cried all over again when I found out nobody could afford to take grandpa's house...it's going to get sold. 2k land taxes, plus bills each month. How I wish I could get a steady job. -curls up- Now my great uncle is in the hospital as well.