I feel so Lonely right now. :/ Sometimes I just think
"will I ever have a good and happy relationship that isn't really short?"
Sometimes I just feel like it's never gonna happen. v_v I hate feeling like this
*eyes start getting watery* I wish there was someone to hold me but there's no one.
I think i'm gonna stop typing now cause it's getting really hard. *starts crying*

Edit: I'm still kinda sad but apparently I can't cry for long
because I don't have many tears because of all the other times I have cry'd before in my life.
Someday maybe my eyes might just stop producing tears from over use. :/

Edit #2: Feeling sorta better now. I'm glad that the pain and sadness is starting to stop.