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My summer plans went from good. to horrible, to Fking AMAZIN
17 years ago
The tigeress with little to say..
So.. Here I was a couple days ago, all happy and shit. My friend Eric was about to come home from college in a week or two. I was super happy. He's the only friend I have in a 30 mile radius pretty much. The only person who still stays in contact with me since we graduated, and the only person who enjoys my company.
I talked to him a few nights ago.. And all my plans, and all my happiness just disappeared.. he wasn't coming home. Not even to his grandmas since his mom kicked him out of the house since he started college. He's staying 2 hours away.. Fuck.
I began to think, there's only ONE thing that will make my summer worthwhile. Being accepted to that same college Eric goes to. I couldn't handle being at a different college. I suck at making friends because I'm so anti-social in real life.
Well.. I just got my letter.. I've been accepted. I have to stop myself from crying from happiness, and/or dancing. -takes a deep breath- Now to get everything set up..
I talked to him a few nights ago.. And all my plans, and all my happiness just disappeared.. he wasn't coming home. Not even to his grandmas since his mom kicked him out of the house since he started college. He's staying 2 hours away.. Fuck.
I began to think, there's only ONE thing that will make my summer worthwhile. Being accepted to that same college Eric goes to. I couldn't handle being at a different college. I suck at making friends because I'm so anti-social in real life.
Well.. I just got my letter.. I've been accepted. I have to stop myself from crying from happiness, and/or dancing. -takes a deep breath- Now to get everything set up..
~Fir~
I know. but my shyness can overtake my good personality and actually tends to push people away because I get so uncomfortable just doing the simplest of things. ;-; I suck xD
I know I'll make a few friends.. but not without the help of Eric, that's for sure. ^^ I know the first day I get there he's gonna be dragging me around campus making me meet all the people he knows, and then showing me all the guy's he's had a crush on xD and I'll actually get to meet them rather then seeing a picture on facebook. xD
We can be dorks together! x3
yay we can totaly start club dork!!
yeah, I can hardly order food too at mcdonalds. Like.. I REFUSE to go through the drive through. I will take my time and go inside and do it.
i feel like an utter idiot talking to a box. x_x; besides, you have to talk to the person less when you walk inside. x3;;
bahh singing. -used to be able to sing but ever since she lost all her friends.. she hasn't sung- I probably suck now.. and everytime I try to sing.. I can't do it.. ><
I can't sing out loud anymore.. I can whisper the songs though! ^-^;;
xD;;