Recently it seems that everything is going bad. My health is in a constant state of failure but I'm not worried about myself. See I just reccently found out my grandma on my dad's side has stage four stomach cancer. This means she only has a matter of time. I hope she'll last until November so I can see her when we go up to Michigan for Thanksgiving.

I'm also worried about He recently had something bad happen with his mental statis. No details out of respect for him but it was scary as fuck. Thankfully he had the right medicine that helped him. Hopefully this doesn't happen again anytime soon.

Anyway, because of all of this, I have experienced a lack of drive to draw recently. I'm trying to motivate myself without much luck. I need a hug... T___T