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13 years ago
Commissions: Closed ~
Trades: Possibly ~
Requests: Maybe ~
Trades: Possibly ~
Requests: Maybe ~
I wanted to let you guys know what's been up[ and why I've been so quiet/not around.
I fell ill awhile back, and for a bit thought nothing of it; until it started becoming very serious and debilitating. I thought maybe I was sick from medication, so I switched it. Then that stopped helping. Then I thought it may have been a stomach flu, but it's not really acting like one. I've been so nauseous I've been bedridden, puking my guts out or otherwise just comatose and unable to do anything. To give you an idea, I can hardly do something simple like answer e-mails and play video games because the nausea has been so bad.
I haven't been able to eat (which made it worse), I actually blacked out in my own bathroom (luckily didn't hit my head on anything). Woke up ten minutes later confused and disoriented. I've never blacked out in my LIFE. This was the weirdest thing ever.
Anyway...it's just been terrible. My hands and limbs shake, so I can't draw or work. My nausea won't allow me to eat which then makes me fatigued and weak. I'm generally stuck in bed clutching a pillow trying my hardest not to throw up. It's been...an unpleasant number of weeks, and I've just lost count, really. I feel like I've been in a coma, it's probably been longer than I realize...
Anyway, if this doesn't clear up in the next couple days, I'm finally going to the doctor. I can't handle this anymore. I can't do anything. Summer is half over and I haven't been surfing once...
Not to mention all the fursuit work and trades I've fallen behind on.
Just wanted to let you guys know what was up (I felt well enough to get on the PC and type, hopefully I'll continue to improve). I also wanted to apologize to everyone who's waiting for anything from me. Please don't hesitate to remind me of things and keep in touch, I generally do a pretty good job, but recently...obviously I just haven't been able to. v.v
I fell ill awhile back, and for a bit thought nothing of it; until it started becoming very serious and debilitating. I thought maybe I was sick from medication, so I switched it. Then that stopped helping. Then I thought it may have been a stomach flu, but it's not really acting like one. I've been so nauseous I've been bedridden, puking my guts out or otherwise just comatose and unable to do anything. To give you an idea, I can hardly do something simple like answer e-mails and play video games because the nausea has been so bad.
I haven't been able to eat (which made it worse), I actually blacked out in my own bathroom (luckily didn't hit my head on anything). Woke up ten minutes later confused and disoriented. I've never blacked out in my LIFE. This was the weirdest thing ever.
Anyway...it's just been terrible. My hands and limbs shake, so I can't draw or work. My nausea won't allow me to eat which then makes me fatigued and weak. I'm generally stuck in bed clutching a pillow trying my hardest not to throw up. It's been...an unpleasant number of weeks, and I've just lost count, really. I feel like I've been in a coma, it's probably been longer than I realize...
Anyway, if this doesn't clear up in the next couple days, I'm finally going to the doctor. I can't handle this anymore. I can't do anything. Summer is half over and I haven't been surfing once...
Not to mention all the fursuit work and trades I've fallen behind on.
Just wanted to let you guys know what was up (I felt well enough to get on the PC and type, hopefully I'll continue to improve). I also wanted to apologize to everyone who's waiting for anything from me. Please don't hesitate to remind me of things and keep in touch, I generally do a pretty good job, but recently...obviously I just haven't been able to. v.v
Commission Queue:
(commissions are tended in order but certain pieces may be subject to earlier completion)
1) fox partial suit with sleeves *paid in full* 90% done *finishing touches*
2) raccoon plantigrade full-suit *down-payment received*
3) fennec hybrid plantigrade full-suit *fully paid off* 70% done
4) set of white handpaws and bunny tail *buying fur*
5) wolf full-suit *collecting down-payment*
Trades:
(trades are tended in free time/relax time as I take breaks from fursuit work)
1) full-color single character -
2) B&W sketch single character -
3) full-color single character -
4) full-color single character -
(awaiting confirmation)
(commissions are tended in order but certain pieces may be subject to earlier completion)
1) fox partial suit with sleeves *paid in full* 90% done *finishing touches*
2) raccoon plantigrade full-suit *down-payment received*
3) fennec hybrid plantigrade full-suit *fully paid off* 70% done
4) set of white handpaws and bunny tail *buying fur*
5) wolf full-suit *collecting down-payment*
Trades:
(trades are tended in free time/relax time as I take breaks from fursuit work)
1) full-color single character -
2) B&W sketch single character -
3) full-color single character -
4) full-color single character -
(awaiting confirmation) 
Feel better <3
But, I know that feel. I have a pain condition and it just... happens almost constantly. I'm lucky if I get a break from it for more than a few hours. Just get better. You should have gone to see a doc earlier...
And thank you for sending the payment~ I was beginning to worry, but not as worried as I was that something happened to you. You'd not updated in so long I'd worried something might have happened. )':
But then again...I'm generally not dying of illness. xD lol
I generally try to avoid the doctor because, for the most part, they're fucking idiots. They'd tell me I have a virus and send me home. Basically, unless you're dying, no one gives a shit.
And even when you're dying, they sometimes don't fucking care. I have friends who've sat in the ER for hours waiting for medical attention after they seriously injure themselves. Our medical system is a fucking joke. Not to mention when they fucked up my buddy's tonsil-removal, he almost bled out and died because the doc was a dumb shit.
My appetite hasn't returned yet, but I was able to eat today for the first time in several days. Have been living on water...crackers...the occasional plum... lol, 300 calories a day generally isn't anywhere near enough. xD, Been in a state of constant hunger and yet nausea at the same time. Super duper gheyness.