During this year ive had quite a bit of downs but one thing i found most surprising is wat happened as of today
My long time ex partner  Freakzter had a terrible incident with her partner who is now currently broken up from each other, i have been comforting her and telling her it isnt the end of the world, and that i care about her soo much an just want her to b happy
I know wat im about to say may upset some people, anger them or lose them
Me and Z have made a fresh start an became an item again, weve noticed and learnd alot in these long 8 months of being seperated and feel we both have better strength and stability together than apart
Ive never gotten over her fully after the break up, i would of lied to friends that i was upset, angry, disgusted but deep down i couldnt confess the truth, i still luved her deep down an wanna b there for her to pick her back up, she means alot to me always have
I just wanted to expel this becoz it is kind of a serious topic at the moment in my life right now, i hope we can work well thru this
I thank those who do give us a second chance support <3 i know some ppl will say omg maria u r a dumbass why u doin this she lied, used, and left u for sumone else, i know i already know all of this but the last year of or relationship was starting to go rocky since then but i knw tht shes grown, learned and changed alot from her past self, and if shes willingly to try then i am also