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When things just never seem to get better
13 years ago
life is good... ain't it so?
Something that I constantly look for is peace of mind. The feeling of happiness that nothing is poking your ribs and reminding you of this issue that for one or other reason you can't solve or get rid off.
And every now and then I feel this pressure because of decisions that I really should not be taking. Leaving the Country has never been an Idea of mine but now it just comes and comes and won't go away. It does show a brighter future as long as things follow their path, which more than often gets tangled up with something.
And then peace of mind comes, only when I escape and take a few hours to Ignore everyone and everything, and then cries, screams, yells, go here get this do that, get there, and this is me running my ass all over the city trying in vane to achieve things that will never happen.Frustration shows and well everything falls apart.
Sometimes I miss the sleepy life in the country side, no smog, no gun fire, no sirens (many), green and not grey, places to walk and job and not overly crowded malls,schools, buses, and the vast void that everything seems to have
http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=CQ8ZHilxdm8
And every now and then I feel this pressure because of decisions that I really should not be taking. Leaving the Country has never been an Idea of mine but now it just comes and comes and won't go away. It does show a brighter future as long as things follow their path, which more than often gets tangled up with something.
And then peace of mind comes, only when I escape and take a few hours to Ignore everyone and everything, and then cries, screams, yells, go here get this do that, get there, and this is me running my ass all over the city trying in vane to achieve things that will never happen.Frustration shows and well everything falls apart.
Sometimes I miss the sleepy life in the country side, no smog, no gun fire, no sirens (many), green and not grey, places to walk and job and not overly crowded malls,schools, buses, and the vast void that everything seems to have
http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=CQ8ZHilxdm8
When I get rich and get a mansion I'll give it to you. I'll go live in a cabin in the woods n' of course coons are always invited
the Idea reminds me of those fancy french chateaus in the middle of hills far from the city