As much as I hate to talk about my personal life, I need a place to vent. Sorry, Internet.

I had a mental breakdown tonight. For the past two weeks, I've been feeling off. Tired, upset, nervous... I don't have much to truly worry over. But lately I've been having subconscious panic attacks. I mean, yeah, I have anxiety and I know that. But I've never had panic attacks like this so frequently. Also, I feel like I could cry at the drop of a hat and over the dumbest things. I just feel like I'm getting nowhere. I also know that my family and friends love me. But for some reason or another, I feel less important, cast aside, and forgotten. I can't explain why I've been having these feelings. I've been worrying so much about what others are thinking of me. I never have really had too many self esteem issues, but these days that's becoming a problem. I keep worrying so much for no reason it seems.
I've come to the conclusion that I need to go see somebody about all of this. There's a psychologist that both my mother and my grandmother go to see sometimes, so I've decided that I'm going to give him a call. I really didn't want it to come to this, but I have no other choice... Wish me luck. <3