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A cycle of disentegration. (invalid)
13 years ago
The distractions, like reading and video games. They don't work anymore. Friendships fail to flourish because I've become reclusive again, just as I was during my teenage years. There's anger inside. There's mistrust. I don't like other human beings.
My spirit is diminished. I am selfish. I am lonely.
I am disappointed in who I am.
What is this? Drama? Maybe this is where I come when I can't push the feelings down anymore. To let them out here.
I am hurting. A lot. I do not feel like there is anyone I can lean on.
I'm just....hurting.
I'm not Zero anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm not even Daniel anymore.
I think I am...
nothing.
