Well, I'm going over to the school wtih my dad to see payment options. I'm honestly not looking forward to this.

I mean... do I need an English Degree to be happy? To be a writer? I was going to get the degree so I have something to fall back on. Maybe end up teaching one college class while working in the Writing Center as a tutor. I was really good at that. I could get paid for that once I get the required degree.

But... maybe I should just focus on writing. Focus on learning how to concentrate better so I would put off tasks less. Finally finish those extra commissions that are still left over.

I wish I can just get some answers. I'm so unsure about life right now.