I don't know whats been going on. It's suspected a diabetic crash but I don't think so myself. But then again. Right now, I really dont know... What to think?

They say the past, and failures, make a person, and the sucession boosts the moral.

I agree with that.

But it's annyoing when you can tell you've failed, but you can't place exactly where. You're open to make that same mistake, and not even know you have.

I can tell that I've made many a mistakes. And that's going to bite me in the ass. Very very soon.
It's a matter of time... And that time is near.

I practically have no furfamily on here anymore. No-ones talking to me, and I have to say, in some ways, I cannot fault them for that one tiny tinsy bit.

I'm an interesting character, and many dont know how to handle me. My personality, or just, my feelings. I'm blunt.

My character, Sebastian, has returned to his former self. Because he's the closest thing you'll get to me, in many ways.

I used to have brothers  Darcinlearin  Kyata101 But one has been.... 'Restricted' and the other, well we hardly have a bond now. I remember when we used to date. Even the morose memories had more of a bond.

I miss  Yure16 But what can be done about that? Talk sure. But long term, where is it going to go? I wan't to say far. But a feeling just tears my lips into a forced grimace. or just a general unhappiness that is achieved through a lack of any real social contact.

I had a father, I had three.
My blood father. (God save me.)
Berto (One of the best people i have ever met, but unfortunatly, the cruel joke is. I never will meet him.)
And Kumi. (My fiancé, and while he has his rough sides, he can make a good father, though we never had that father son relationship, but that'll be for wolfblade if you catch my drift -nudge,nudge,wink,wink-

But, thats all going to go soon. I can predict it, and you may think "So what if you can predict it, predictions have chances?" Well. All things I have predicted on so far. I haven't been failed.

I hope this'll be a first... Though I doubt that.

And I doubt that anyone has actually read this.

So therefore. I've affected no-one.
But if you have read down this far.
I'll be shocked
And you're one of the nicest around.
Live long and prosperous.
For I know, that's lacking for me.
Love you~ To Whomever read this.