I feel so happy right now, and I haven't felt this happy in a long time, I finally feel alive inside.

Last night I took a massive risk and asked a girl that I really like if there was something more we could be, we have been through a lot together and she has always been there for me, we share the same interests and sense of humour and I love her.

There always seemed to be some chemistry there but I was always to scared to say anything in case I lost her, but last night I finally decided to ask, and it turns out she feels the same way about me and didn't want to ruin our friendship, she says she has always liked me and I would be the perfect guy for her as she has always been with jerks in the past.

But we agreed not to rush anything, nothing is official yet but we are going to take it one step at a time, once I get my head sorted then we can spend more time together and see where it goes from there, this just feels so right and now I have another reason to work hard and get better, for all my friends and for her.