Back from EF!
13 years ago
Well, yeah. :)
I did enjoy EF, although I won't go again if it's only for 3 days...
I think it's really a shame that I missed the art show, and most artists in the dealer's den didn't want to take last minute commissions.
..Also, during my drive through germany (I found out the max speed of my car :D), I got a lot of stones against my car's front window. I fear I will have to get my window repaired.
I also felt quite lonely at EF. I know a lot of people out there, but it was (quite) clear that not everybody was prepared to keep me companion or do extra effort to talk to and understand me. I quite understand that it's not always that easy to be around a deaf person, but it still somewhat hurts to be confronted with it. After all, it's not my fault I'm deaf...
I also noticed that some of my friends have changed a lot. I'm not even sure whether or not I should still call them friends; we've gone through a lot of awesome times, but it's clear that these times belong to the past. Either they grew tired of me, either they changed their mind about who I am.
On the other hand, I also met some super awesome people over there. <3 I can't call them friends yet, but I hope that that will change.
... Everybody who knows me knows that I'm completely against drama, but I really had to write this down.
Let's hope that I won't have to retake any finals next year, so I can go to EF 19 and enjoy it from the beginning to the end. :) I got a lot of ideas, I want to make a new fursona and fursuit, I want to take gifts with me for awesome people, I want to do free sketches for awesome people, I want to make small plushies... So much I want to do.
Now all I can do is looking back and hope that things will be better next year.
I did enjoy EF, although I won't go again if it's only for 3 days...
I think it's really a shame that I missed the art show, and most artists in the dealer's den didn't want to take last minute commissions.
..Also, during my drive through germany (I found out the max speed of my car :D), I got a lot of stones against my car's front window. I fear I will have to get my window repaired.
I also felt quite lonely at EF. I know a lot of people out there, but it was (quite) clear that not everybody was prepared to keep me companion or do extra effort to talk to and understand me. I quite understand that it's not always that easy to be around a deaf person, but it still somewhat hurts to be confronted with it. After all, it's not my fault I'm deaf...
I also noticed that some of my friends have changed a lot. I'm not even sure whether or not I should still call them friends; we've gone through a lot of awesome times, but it's clear that these times belong to the past. Either they grew tired of me, either they changed their mind about who I am.
On the other hand, I also met some super awesome people over there. <3 I can't call them friends yet, but I hope that that will change.
... Everybody who knows me knows that I'm completely against drama, but I really had to write this down.
Let's hope that I won't have to retake any finals next year, so I can go to EF 19 and enjoy it from the beginning to the end. :) I got a lot of ideas, I want to make a new fursona and fursuit, I want to take gifts with me for awesome people, I want to do free sketches for awesome people, I want to make small plushies... So much I want to do.
Now all I can do is looking back and hope that things will be better next year.
So, no. ^^
Most of the time I was looking around in the Dealer's Den, hanging out in the games room, nerfing around in the smoker's room or outside, or relaxing in the sauna. :)
Next time we gotta meet though!