Psycho or not?
17 years ago
I never know whether it's my own psychological depression talking, or if it really is how I see it. I told my best friend in this city today that I was dating Hanzo. He seemed okay at first, but now he seems like he is avoiding me. Damn it.. my depressive nature is screaming at me "you ruined the friendship. He doesn't like fags" but I've learned over the years to tune that out. It usually is just my mind, and not really what is going on. BUT.. nonetheless... I can't help but worry that he doesn't want to be my friend anymore. It would suck if it was. Yah, those of you with like 20 friends could say "well screw him, he's an asshole if he doesn't accept you".. but.. well.. I only have a couple friends... = I hope I'm wrong..
Snowfur
~snowfur
*Huggles* I hope so to, it sucks to lose friends.
Koneko_Chan
~konekochan
yeah, doesn't matter how many friends you have, when one avoids you, or doesn't accpet you, it hurts. I'm sure it's just a small inconvienience. If he would have been bothered by it, I'm sure he would have told you. He should be aok, as long as you don't hit on him, most strait guys are.
GreenEyedT
~greeneyedt
*hugs* i hope things work out for the best. if you need to talk just find me on YIM
Leo_Leonal
~leoleonal
*hugs tightly* hope everything turns out alright
Domafox
~domafox
*hugs* hope everything will be okay Chaca, I am going to be back home today
Hanzo
~hanzo
Hunny friends who dwell on your actions and make your actions interfere with their lives are not friends but control freaks, and to be honest they weren't your friends in the beginning. They just want attention and if they don't get it then they go berserk. I know because I use to be JUST like them, and I regret it because i lost friends because they did things I didn't want them to do. I wanted them for myself. Some people are emotionally unstable due to chemical imbalance, and those who are attention whores. My case, I don't know what was wrong with me. I am not gonna say you should not be their friend because love is best for everyone, but you cant be there for them all the time and you have your own life to deal with and they must acknowledge that. I love you lots and don't let people get to you, I try not too.
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