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Hello all.
13 years ago
I'd like to give some kind of apology for not being around so much. I've been kinda neglecting my friends. I have been hard at work in a stressful job trying to hold things together and have not really had much time to myself. I have not been getting any writing done and i have other obligations such as a head for cornwall that is coming along beautifully but slowly.
I think primarily the cause is known to me and a big part of it is depression. Stress at works makes it really tough for me to deal with the depression i already suffer so i have buried myself in extreme physical activity to stay afloat. I've been absorbed in my training at Niagara Kung Fu academy and it has helped me get through the day to day stuff but it appears that i still have some work to do on a mental level.
As for my writing and fursuit stuff I think maybe my confidence has been so badly shaken i've just been afraid to take steps forward. The stuff i am doing for Cornwal looks great but i only work on it on days when i am feeling mentally capable because i really want this to be perfect for him. He deserves my best work. I am very sorry it has been taking so long.
This is not some kind of emo rant. I am perfectly aware of my condition and its effects on mood and such. I am working my way out of it and i am continuing to make big plans. I have another seminar with a grandmaster this month and i am hoping to use it to rekindle my love of writing with an article that i will submit to some magazines.
I also think i have worked out the problem i am having with mad thad and his capable canines. so expect that to me on the move again for the five of you that are reading it that is heheheh.
Something cool to note i have some free digital copies of my first book that came in the mail to me. They came in credit card form. it's a wicked collectable.
So i think i will do this. The two people that get their name posted by the most people in My next journal over the next two weeks can have one. I will mail it to you.
See you all soon, i hope.
Thadius Effingham
I think primarily the cause is known to me and a big part of it is depression. Stress at works makes it really tough for me to deal with the depression i already suffer so i have buried myself in extreme physical activity to stay afloat. I've been absorbed in my training at Niagara Kung Fu academy and it has helped me get through the day to day stuff but it appears that i still have some work to do on a mental level.
As for my writing and fursuit stuff I think maybe my confidence has been so badly shaken i've just been afraid to take steps forward. The stuff i am doing for Cornwal looks great but i only work on it on days when i am feeling mentally capable because i really want this to be perfect for him. He deserves my best work. I am very sorry it has been taking so long.
This is not some kind of emo rant. I am perfectly aware of my condition and its effects on mood and such. I am working my way out of it and i am continuing to make big plans. I have another seminar with a grandmaster this month and i am hoping to use it to rekindle my love of writing with an article that i will submit to some magazines.
I also think i have worked out the problem i am having with mad thad and his capable canines. so expect that to me on the move again for the five of you that are reading it that is heheheh.
Something cool to note i have some free digital copies of my first book that came in the mail to me. They came in credit card form. it's a wicked collectable.
So i think i will do this. The two people that get their name posted by the most people in My next journal over the next two weeks can have one. I will mail it to you.
See you all soon, i hope.
Thadius Effingham
So whoever gets the most people to shout their name in your journal wins one?
plus you missed my visitor from outer slobovia comrade blueski no one fanboy ,he was a real pain . glad to see you are doing stuff again good luck , and if mad thad is still having problems with his canines i know a dentist ;p well now that i have you totally confused glad to see you posting again , huggles wizzy /cotton candy and comrade blueski
AUGH! Life can be so overwhelming difficult sometimes! D:
whats this magazine article gonna be about? what kind of magazines??