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13 years ago
How does that song go 'here you go, way too fast, don't slow down you're going to crash' ... I think that's it, by Matt Willis.
It's so true. As soon as I slow down with work, it gets on top of me and I crash pretty bad. ]
Well my problem is, I haven't once sped up with work over this summer and I've lived in a state of 'crash' where I've been constantly despressed, unwilling to do any work both of commissions and my coursework and now it's the last day of my summer holiday and I've got virtually nothing done.
Please, PLEASE be patient and bare with me, guys. I'm having a lot of personal troubles, which I'm certainly not delving into, but if you know me personally you probably know how much of an impact it's having on my life. I've barely been out, barely done any work ... spent the whole time wanting to sleep (but not sleeping during the day), not sleeping much at night because of insomnia, having frequent breakdowns that are sending me into this horrible state of depression, etc. I'm not functioning anywhere near properly and it's really messed me up.
Chances are, when I go back into school tomorrow they'll tell me I can't continue with the course because I haven't done all of the work they've set over summer, and I'll either be kicked out of one, 2 or all 3 of my subjects. (Although it's technically 4 A-levels, and if you know anything about A-levels, you'll understand that they're exhausting). I even had a lot of work planned for my coursework and my commissions that I'm going to really enjoy, and I just haven't got anywhere.
Once my current fursuit commission is out of the way, I'll be working on all of the smaller orders (but I will do some in-between) and finally I'll be getting my own fursuit made. After that, I will open for much smaller order batches. The problem is, I take some orders and then all sorts of thing, such as college and these problems, that get in the way and slow me down.
So again, I'm SO sorry for the inconvenience, everyone. I'm having a lot of problems in all sorts of ways and I'm struggling to keep up with it all. Thankyou for being so patient up until now.
~Kloof
It's so true. As soon as I slow down with work, it gets on top of me and I crash pretty bad. ]
Well my problem is, I haven't once sped up with work over this summer and I've lived in a state of 'crash' where I've been constantly despressed, unwilling to do any work both of commissions and my coursework and now it's the last day of my summer holiday and I've got virtually nothing done.
Please, PLEASE be patient and bare with me, guys. I'm having a lot of personal troubles, which I'm certainly not delving into, but if you know me personally you probably know how much of an impact it's having on my life. I've barely been out, barely done any work ... spent the whole time wanting to sleep (but not sleeping during the day), not sleeping much at night because of insomnia, having frequent breakdowns that are sending me into this horrible state of depression, etc. I'm not functioning anywhere near properly and it's really messed me up.
Chances are, when I go back into school tomorrow they'll tell me I can't continue with the course because I haven't done all of the work they've set over summer, and I'll either be kicked out of one, 2 or all 3 of my subjects. (Although it's technically 4 A-levels, and if you know anything about A-levels, you'll understand that they're exhausting). I even had a lot of work planned for my coursework and my commissions that I'm going to really enjoy, and I just haven't got anywhere.
Once my current fursuit commission is out of the way, I'll be working on all of the smaller orders (but I will do some in-between) and finally I'll be getting my own fursuit made. After that, I will open for much smaller order batches. The problem is, I take some orders and then all sorts of thing, such as college and these problems, that get in the way and slow me down.
So again, I'm SO sorry for the inconvenience, everyone. I'm having a lot of problems in all sorts of ways and I'm struggling to keep up with it all. Thankyou for being so patient up until now.
~Kloof
i was like this, just concentrate on what you enjoy, what makes you, you. and im sure you'll be fine.
stay cool bro!