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Yes it's true, I have block a few, I'm sorry
18 years ago
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To my MSN friends who are joined Musclewolf and Dineegla's "Furocity Gym".
I have temporary put all on block until I can sort out my problems.
I don't know how you all will react, but all I can hope for is that I can still be friends with you all when I'm able to recover from my jealousy.
It's time I told the truth about my problem with my friends.
So to cover the story, Musclewolf and Dineegla had started a online Gym for Furries, and in order to join, you need to pay a small fee.
Because of this, (I can't join due to family issues), and seeing my several of my friends join, I started to grow jealous and a little hatred of my two friends for leaving me out.
Soon everything went even lower as me, Musclewolf and Dineegla have had our arguments over my stupidness of not accepting the facts of life.
So I have made this pubic so that everyone can see how stupid and foolish I am as a person, and that I'm sorry for what I have done to them.
They have done nothing wrong, it is me, and me alone.
I don't deserve anything, I don't deserve to have any friends. Not even my life.
If this leads me to losing my friends, and watchers, then I will understand.
If this leads to me being banned, I understand as well.
I'm already sad and ashamed of myself that I deserve the harsh punishments.
Once again, I'm sorry to everyone for what I've done.
This journal is all about me saying the Truth about what I have done, and nothing else.
I have temporary put all on block until I can sort out my problems.
I don't know how you all will react, but all I can hope for is that I can still be friends with you all when I'm able to recover from my jealousy.
It's time I told the truth about my problem with my friends.
So to cover the story, Musclewolf and Dineegla had started a online Gym for Furries, and in order to join, you need to pay a small fee.
Because of this, (I can't join due to family issues), and seeing my several of my friends join, I started to grow jealous and a little hatred of my two friends for leaving me out.
Soon everything went even lower as me, Musclewolf and Dineegla have had our arguments over my stupidness of not accepting the facts of life.
So I have made this pubic so that everyone can see how stupid and foolish I am as a person, and that I'm sorry for what I have done to them.
They have done nothing wrong, it is me, and me alone.
I don't deserve anything, I don't deserve to have any friends. Not even my life.
If this leads me to losing my friends, and watchers, then I will understand.
If this leads to me being banned, I understand as well.
I'm already sad and ashamed of myself that I deserve the harsh punishments.
Once again, I'm sorry to everyone for what I've done.
This journal is all about me saying the Truth about what I have done, and nothing else.
cant blame you for felling left out due to uncontrollable circumstances.
It would be a good idea to think things over when you feel a lot better,
and my guess is you did the block thing so that you wont get any further news about the "Furocity Gym" or it may escalate the jealousy into something worse
I did it just in case I ended up taking my jealousy out of the others by accident.
I lost friends in the past because of arguments on MSN, and I didn't want it to happen now.
You tried to avoid hurting a lot more people even if you did hurt some in the process.
1. The Gym was created to help MuscleWolf and I earn money to pay the mortgage so we won't lose our house. We were desperate about money, and we are very proud and don't take handouts. We came up with a creative way to do this and to give everyone in the gym a chance to own a drawing by MW.
2. The Comic itself will be able to be read by anyone at anytime. It's FREE! The joining part just gives you the right to be IN the comic at some time. And it's a lifetime join. No extra charges if you don't want to.
3. We've had members make small deposits until they had the money to join, so anyone could. We're trying to accommodate everyone.
4. Even Musclewolf and I paid into the gym. It wasn't free for us, either.
5. We've had furs do drawings and stuff and earn the money to join. If you want it that badly, it'll happen.
6. It's NOT an exclusive "club." It's a venture similar to the Carpe Deum comic. A place to enjoy yourself, NOT to create DRAMA.
Now to block friends who are involved in the gym is very petty. "It's my bat and if I can't play, I'm taking it and going home" is NOT a solution.
And to post this Journal does make it into a huge drama. Why not let the gym start up and see what it contains before you get mad and throw things?
Alright, so the situations prevents you from joining FG. Its not the end of the world and did not mean you are unloved. Many ppl have gone thru great lengths to join somehow. We can't dissapoint them.
Din and I started FG primarily as a way to help pay bills and keep our home. We want to make it work and drama like this is not going to help. Din is VERY upset to the point he wants nothing further to do with this entire scenario. I can't say I blame him. He has too much on his mind, what with finances, helping me, Furocity Gym, etc. I'm sorry but its too much.
Wait for the gym to get going and see what is involved.
I really hope your situation changes and you can work out your feelings.
Please calm down for everybody's sake, especially your own.
MUSCLE WOLF
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