Pretty sure I just lost one of few people I've ever loved....Pretty typical, honestly. Not really meant to have such things....-sighs- It was my fault, for being so weak about the situation, and letting my stupidity get the better of me...

He has a bf afterall, and I'm just thier master. I'm the third wheel, now without a car.

Well....Guess it's going to be a great birthday this weekend. Luckily it's not mine...

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Murr....I really hate waking up to find notes, especially ones like these......irony is, I was going to post a picture about us all today...

guess that isn't happening..