Welp, my roommates moved out about....20 minutes ago? Not totally sure how to feel about it. On the one hand, I'm not going to lie, it's less of a burden on me financially with them moved out and it'll be nice having proper internet speeds again. But on the other, I am going to miss them. More so, I'm sad I missed out on the chance to hang out with them more. There wasn't much to do, but it was still enjoyable doing stuff together, and I missed out on that. Let this be a lesson that if you're really sick, like REALLY sick, get medication early, don't try and wait it out.

But, now they're gone, and I feel a little bit blue....Iunno, I guess I really do miss having people around in my life, and I'm still weak against the idea of not having friends in arms reach. I haven't seen my family-- My very close friends-- save for my sister in years, and her only once or twice a year. Everyone's left town as well, and those that are left....Well, they're looking to leave too. Shame really, because almost all of them have left and regretted it.

Still. Still, I'm glad I had those guys here even for a little while, even if it didn't go all that well all over. Kinda makes me look to the future and figure out what I need to do next. For now though, the house is quiet, and the rooms are empty. I wonder what will fill them next.