its the last night of this get together, I met cool furs had food went to buffalo wild wings with my furry stuff on along with another dragon it was epic....though....a smile on my face joy in my eyes pain lunges inside, I'm not sure why, I have no reason to feel this way, I should be happy, but I found myself reclusing *sp* to my tent away from them just for a moment I have to break down and cry a little...... I'm not sure really why I feel this way this ache feeling wrong something is wrong inside I'm not whole and it hurts...... ya know might of met a cute wolf or dragon she's not sure yet we played air hockey pool and had fun I think she followed me around a bit as I did her :). but as I end this I leave upon this earth feeling the cold from the air and ground...the warm embrace would be so welcomed Evan for only a night for I know tomorrow we all must Part ways.. tomorrow will come it be fun, for tonight it will be isolated and alone like so many before.....


~sighing softly, curled up in hit tent shivering upon the cold earth trying to sleep~