please some one kill me before i hurt any thing more
13 years ago
General
the owner of this fucking farm my mom runs wants the property looking nice cuz hes selling it and he wants new people to rent the house. im suppose to get payed for doing work but no luck. we borrowed a brush hog from a friend so i can mow like a good boy and fucking hurrying to get the place looking nice i didnt see the kitten we brought up. found him to late to save him. r.i.p oreo. i fuckin told my mom we shouldnt brought him up. she just thinks the barn is a place to drop off cats. its not.
NickReen
~nickreen
Oh God...Well you didnt mean to. *hugs* its okay,
alix_wolf
~alixwolf
OP
=hugs and crys on ur shoulder=
theblackvixen
~theblackvixen
I'm so sorry :( r.I.p Oreo. You didn't mean to do it, Alix.
alix_wolf
~alixwolf
OP
it is my falt. i saw him laying by the barn so i cut there last and i thought i saw him on the bench. when i swaped from the brush hog to the blade i saw him. i just held him the other day. i cant believe i did that. he was the sweetest kitten. i need a home for my rat and 3 kittens cuz i dont trust my self with animals anymore. =crys=
theblackvixen
~theblackvixen
Hey, it wasn't your fault like I said. Oreo I'm sure loved you, and if he's looking down on you, I'm sure he understands. Don't get rid of your animals just yet. but If you can't change your mind, I can give your rat a home here on the farm. we have aspen bedding and everything for the rats that live here, and I love and understand them. But I'm sure you don't want to do that. breathe, rationalize, and learn from your mistakes my friend.
alix_wolf
~alixwolf
OP
=nuzzles= thanks. i still feel bad. the apartment ill be renting in cleveland idk if i can have my rat there. if i can have him im kindof looking for a mate for him.
lizardprotector
~lizardprotector
I'm so sorry. I've lost pets, but I can't imagine losing one in such a tragic accident. I can imagine how you feel, though. But don't blame yourself. You loved him. You would never hurt him on purpose. It wasn't your fault.
alix_wolf
~alixwolf
OP
=hugs tight=
lizardprotector
~lizardprotector
-hugs back-
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