I think to myself so many whys and hows why people are so literally like, angry at people for insecurities and for being a certain way. We're called weak, insecure, sad, depressive, but so freaking what?

So what if I'm weak and insecure? Who gives a damn eh? What does it mean to you? What's the point in reminding me of my bad traits huh? Just to make you feel better? Just cause you're so weak and depressed inside yourself?

I reckon it's pathetic really but human isn't it? When we feel knocked down enough the reptillian brain kicks in to fight for survival in a sense that it doesn't feel inferior to anyone else, the 'I'm better than you' cells kick in and before you know it, you're trying to raise your ego so you won't be seen as weak and picked in. But it's human and in us to do so.

But honestly, to rationalize it, what's the point? Can't you see there is no good in criticizing? I'm told I'm a attention seeker, think too much, feel too much, stupid and lost, seriously what the hell do you get out of it?

Sort out your fucking issues. Leave me the hell alone. I'm as human as you. Why point it out? Cause you distrust me? For no damn reason whatsoever?

Just a vent today. Sick and tired of seeing it. You and I ain't getting much out of this 'judging', we're all the same so why don't you just let people be? I don't give a fuck if I'm depressed, sad and angry and too sad to deal with, just go fuck yourselves because that's all you'd want to do at the end of the day, since you're 'so superior'. You ain't nothing but a ant on a ant hill with the rest of humanitity. We're no different.

I dealt with my issues and problems, still I'm creamed with this 'negative voicemail' crying at me 'Aww, you're so sad and depressing, fuck off, don't need you' well, fuck you too!

I'm just trying to live life, always did. I was never perfect and sure never will be, so guess what? You'll see me everywhere you go because that's the insecurity you'd constantly see till you can't stand it or isolate yourself, because you can't stand a moment of someone elses feelings.

I've been hearing things I've been before. I'm surprised, because at times when yourself, you're just begging to be hated, but guess what? I'd rather be scum to you than scum to myself!