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I've been in a real dark place, but who knew this part
13 years ago
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Ever felt like, perhaps you've stepped into a place you shouldn't have, perhaps it shouldn't have been there. I mean, we all believe in the supernatural and if not, there is something always there doing something to cause what is associated right?
Imagine getting into meditation, now, seeing the spiritual world, now, you see the devil playing a organ inside your mind, in other words, I've realized I've had some pretty insane inner demons haunt me for 5 years now, causing me deliria and depression unlike I could ever know. A dark place occured at 13 years old, the loss of my father, I ended up crawling into such a dark place, the devil wandered in to play tricks on me. Quite literally anyway, it was a haunting.
Alot of people would think I'm crazy right now, but more or less, this is a art site for petes sake. Get a grip. I'm not dead or dying or anything. But I think it's interesting to know what occurs psychologically sometimes. Something went on my brain for years now. I didn't see the light of day for weeks. Alot of people used to say I was depressed and down but I never felt a thing, I just felt life was interesting in a associated life of my own.
I know some of you care out there otherwise, and I'm thankful, doesn't mean I'm grabbing attention, but I'd like to let alot of associated folks know, my head is fixed. I had a fight with the devil using spiritual techniques and manoveurs. I had a fight with this insane feeling of a closeness to people taken too far.
However, alot of people tell me I got problems but don't let me solve them and prove it. It's funny really. It's like they can't see a change in others or give others a second chance. Excuse much? Yeah. But eh, it's western society. Who's to trust? Most of you don't even trust your emotions anyway, you're probably squaring me off and opinionating me right now. Am I scared? Nope. I have proof to write this.
But I think it's funny how life occurs around this bend, always some mix up with a band or a fluctuation in the brain, Our whole lives are dependent on our thoughts. Don't wash enough and then it's really a bug from something you ate.
Indecisive people I can't really help so I think I would be the retributor here to say I did fix myself. Shame certain people can't see that though, because spiritual practices save monks from all sorts of trouble, but my ways are doubted.
Otherwise. A cry out to some friends and people I know, but also a reasoning, a realization, a fascination with how psychology works at best.
Imagine getting into meditation, now, seeing the spiritual world, now, you see the devil playing a organ inside your mind, in other words, I've realized I've had some pretty insane inner demons haunt me for 5 years now, causing me deliria and depression unlike I could ever know. A dark place occured at 13 years old, the loss of my father, I ended up crawling into such a dark place, the devil wandered in to play tricks on me. Quite literally anyway, it was a haunting.
Alot of people would think I'm crazy right now, but more or less, this is a art site for petes sake. Get a grip. I'm not dead or dying or anything. But I think it's interesting to know what occurs psychologically sometimes. Something went on my brain for years now. I didn't see the light of day for weeks. Alot of people used to say I was depressed and down but I never felt a thing, I just felt life was interesting in a associated life of my own.
I know some of you care out there otherwise, and I'm thankful, doesn't mean I'm grabbing attention, but I'd like to let alot of associated folks know, my head is fixed. I had a fight with the devil using spiritual techniques and manoveurs. I had a fight with this insane feeling of a closeness to people taken too far.
However, alot of people tell me I got problems but don't let me solve them and prove it. It's funny really. It's like they can't see a change in others or give others a second chance. Excuse much? Yeah. But eh, it's western society. Who's to trust? Most of you don't even trust your emotions anyway, you're probably squaring me off and opinionating me right now. Am I scared? Nope. I have proof to write this.
But I think it's funny how life occurs around this bend, always some mix up with a band or a fluctuation in the brain, Our whole lives are dependent on our thoughts. Don't wash enough and then it's really a bug from something you ate.
Indecisive people I can't really help so I think I would be the retributor here to say I did fix myself. Shame certain people can't see that though, because spiritual practices save monks from all sorts of trouble, but my ways are doubted.
Otherwise. A cry out to some friends and people I know, but also a reasoning, a realization, a fascination with how psychology works at best.
