Looking back on the past the things that have gone by and the people i've lost and gained through out life lately makes me really laugh..on a stranger note i relized to that it's only been 7 months seince he passed...it seemed so long ago now thought dosn't it? I'm beggining to relize and sercum to the horrible state of my insanity again which is bad and good..lets hope for the best because if not things will not end well for me.