Only people on skype realized it was my bday because it's not like i told people i turned 21 like it happens every year.....

well it was ok considering i actually got out of my cell of a room to try and have fun.

however not even my own family [besides the ol' mother] recognized my bday happened and still haven't....

yeah i'm depressed about it but in the same respect i just wish that maybe for one year on the old 9/4 that someone that's not my family would maybe say happy bday without a notification from me....

and maybe have a party considering that i know nobody and kinda am on my own ever since i turned 10....

i am the true definition of the "Forever Alone" man.....

if you want more of my music i've updated some stuff here

http://dxoftx.bandcamp.com/

so grab anything if you really feel like it..... [out of 90+ people i've gotten 1 buy from an amazing friend but i feel just horrible because i asked him to...] but when your desperate i guess it makes a difference..... after all i was going to get kicked from my apartment after i had been asking for 3 weeks for just anyone to spread my work [making music is how i get my rent money and all] to anyone and maybe grab a copy...................

they say their friends but they just ignore me or hack my website..........

http://dxoftx.weebly.com/

anyways i'm going to work on some more tracks for the collaboration album with a great friend of mine..............

if i ever write anything again it might be to close my account simply because nobody really seams to care anymore what i say or do so.....

what's the point......